No ideas

One thing when im alone, pray a while and lets my mind opened to find something. Now i think my mind is just ruining myself. Which way i must choose and where should i stop. Time is running out and i running out of time. But, i rather choose the best way than shortcut. 

Looking their face, it just like a shining sun  giving me a hope. Oh what a night, looking far away to my future and         what gonna happen? Please god please give me some guidance. Im humble to you. Youre my destiny. Now its like im out one of my legs. But Allah the all knowing this and just give me a tiny test. I should redha for what Allah give me. All are the best for me InsyAllah.